I’ve really come to resent the dating game, primarily thanks to a friend of mine that meets someone new, dates them for a week, fucks them, and tosses them aside like a candy wrapper. He gripes and complains that the guys he sees aren’t serious or that they just don’t fit him, but, it just makes me and a couple of friends of mine feel like crap because we don’t have anyone.
Maybe i’m just pissy because i can’t even fathom treating people like that, or maybe i’m pissy because i just don’t have anyone. You decide haha
I pretty much cover my walls with printed out pictures like almost every other teenager, but i do it to cover the depressing white concrete of my dorm room walls. Each picture, cut out, print out, poster, clipped piece of something and drawing mean something to me, and i can tell you what each one is from. But it is going to be a bitch to take all of these down and keep them nice when i move out…
That’s what my laptop gets to do. It has come back from the grave and is not happy about it. The poor dear now only has half the RAM it did yesterday and has a dying hard drive…..time to look for a Mac deal at my university, and see if maybe the idiots who work and run this place can cut a girl some slack seeing as how i have no money, no job, no car, and am paying out the wazoo to go here. WOOT.
Anywho, the poor thing is hobbling along pretty well, and hopefully there’s not a whole lot that will happen between now and getting a new computer.
There’s also something i have just thought of. It is really sad-looking to sit at a two-person table, by yourself, with your laptop as you quietly eat dinner. haha! Yeah, i totally just did that, and am still sitting-alone-in the dining hall because i haven’t decided what i want to do yet. There’s the option of going to the library, going to my room and doing nothing (maybe pop in a movie), or just aimlessly text people from somewhere and kill time that way. It’s really sad because i have nothing to kill time to, there’s nothing going on. :|
So there’s a blip in the dull life that is mine-WOO!